A Day Skipped

No! No! No! No! No!!!!!  I AM NOT BELIEVING WHAT I JUST DID. Again, I somehow managed to wipe out my whole email / blog. It is NOWHERE!!!! I've searched and searched but it's gone, GONE, G-O-N-E, I guess gone with the socks.....???????

Oh, well.... I'll begin again.

awwwwwww!!!!! Some of y'all missed me. I am sorry about the skipped day, but I was not feeling well and ended up taking some meds. that made me ewwwwwww yukkkkkk feeling and I went to bed covered my head, thinking that it would pass in a few mins., but woke up at 2:30 a.m. and spent the rest of the night trying to muffle coughs. I ended up going to the dr. this afternoon and am on an antibiotic hoping that I get my voice back and have no cough in 2 1/2 days (there's that "2 1/2" again......just saying)

I spent about 6 hrs. on  & off the computer and phones between Fri. & Sat. trying to get
Joel's phone fixed. I finally gave up and we had to take it into the Apple Store in San Antonio. It's not a real convenient location, but hey.....that got it done!  If you ever plan on going to an Apple Store, MAKE AN APPOINTMENT!!!!! They had at least 30 employees working the floor and all were busy, busy, busy. Fortunately, we were told to. Or, we may still have been there.  Between them and the AT&T Store, I think that we made a great choice of providers.

Yesterday, we had our 5th Sunday singing program at church. Several people sign up to sing specials and it is always a blessing. One in particular, was a song about a young girl looking in the mirror and not liking what she saw, but then God reminded her that He'd made her beautiful. I'd never heard it before, but it got me to thinking about how so many people do focus on the outward appearance and not the beauty that comes from a beautiful heart and how much better off our world would be if we "saw" and "acted" through our hearts and not our eyes. I, for one,am always working on my outer appearance by using makeup, lotions, salves, balms, soaps, ointments, creams, emollients, liniments, washes, creams, scrubs, potions, etc., etc., etc., But........SAD to say, they don't do a thing for my heart because they can't reach it. That prescription comes only from Jesus living in my heart. I want to be known and remembered as someone with a beautiful heart. Now I have to remember to work on my actions, ALL THE TIME!!!

Two of our grand daughters have been nominated by their teachers for the "People to People" program. Abby is in Jr. High and Michelle is in High School. They will be having to raise money and apply for scholarships, and continue to pass all the steps necessary to be in the final 40 chosen. It sounds like a wonderful program and opportunity. They are already planning on what they can do. They are encouraged to work, do odd jobs, make things and sell, etc. It would take them to Australia this summer. I don't have all the details, yet, but am anxious to hear more about it.  They are both great students. (And both have the beautiful hearts that I was talking about.) I am very proud of them and will help them in anyway that I can.
 
I guess our encouragement for the day would be to encourage someone to show their beautiful hearts more.  Thank you for missing me. Please pray that Joel and my brother don't get this mess. Coughing would not be good for them.

Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

WE DANCED !!!!!!!

Tonight we waltzed 2 1/2 waltzes. I think that is pretty amazing! And the trio that I sing with is "The 2 1/2 Angels". Just saying....

I was hostessing at the Silver Center for the 'Almost Patsy Cline' program, which is a wonderful group! If you ever have a chance to go hear them, it is well worth it. VERY GOOD!!!!  When they started playing Jole Blon (which is our favorite) Joel decided that we should try it,  and the second time around the floor, Joel said, "oh crap." I asked him, in a panic, "what's wrong?" (I'd just reminded him that we couldn't do the chest compressions very easily.) He said, "I guess this means that I have to go back to work." What a relief that we've come this far. It would be nice if he didn't have to go back to work, but the bills are due. yeehaw!

My brother's having more problems with his feet. Home health care is already coming out to take care of him for a while. He said he doesn't know what to do. He's suppose to stay off his feet, but yet get exercise, it hurts to sit, and hurts to lay. The only position left would be for him to stand on his head. Even with all the things wrong, he is so happy being home. I think any of us would be!

Please pray that I am not going to come down with what I feel like I'm coming down with. Our group is suppose to sing at a pretty big show pretty soon.  I don't want to have to go to the dr. to try and get something for it. Maybe that explains the mully grub feeling that I've been having the past few days. Hopefully, it's just allergies and I can get something over the counter to fix it.

It's short, but it's late. For some reason the time posted on these blogs is not the time that I work on them. Right now it is 1:26 a.m.. We've had a long evening, but a fun one. I will try to catch up on everything tomorrow.

Good night and may we all dream of encouraging someone.
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

Should I or Shouldn't I?

I wondered if I should open up and let everyone know some of my true feelings. It's hard and I struggled with, "is this just too much whining?". But the One that I am trying to "hide" from is the One who created me and designed my life. (Sometimes I wonder if He was paying attention, and other times I think He sure has a good sense of humor!) I admit.......I am a mess! But God loves me and is still working on me, and will be till the end of time. (And I am sure glad that I am in the works!) I will forever be thankful that I have Him as my "Daddy" to run to whenever I want and for whatever I want, knowing that He is ALWAYS there just waiting. The thing is, I let go of His hand, but He has me in the palm of His hand and won't let go of me. WHY, do I forget that? Again.........., I am human and there are other humans out there that are hurting and needing a word of encouragement, a prayer, a hug, a smile, something.......I heard from a friend today that my blogging was helping her get through some tough times. Wow! I hate that she is having tough times, but what a blessing to find out that by my putting my heart and feelings out there, it is helping someone. I told her that we couldn't survive this world of craziness without other Christian friends. So....I may, at times, look like a complete whiny, confused, upset, needy, woe is me, sad, and pitiful mess, but hang with me. I know that there is a blessing that is going to surface.

Lately, most of my devotions have been on being still, trusting, and calling out to God regardless of how I feel. WOW!!!! Sounds so simple and it is. I just make it hard.

We are still having phone woes. But we will get them figured out. We keep going back to the AT&T store in New Braunfels (which I HIGHLY recommend!). We are working with a salesman named Frank, that I HIGHLY recommend, too! I've never had customer service like we've had there. The problem is not with them. I had a faulty phone and then I did something to Joel's trying to "fix" it and now we get to make another trip over there. Frank, definitely, needs a raise! He is the most patient salesman that I've ever had. And knows his stuff!

Now for the GOOD STUFF..............................

BILL IS HOME........WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is so happy. My sister got him home this morning and he's had a good day. He even rode to town with her and Peg but sat in the car while they went to the grocery store for "alfalfa". He is determined to follow his diet that he was on while in rehab. My sister has also been watching what she eats. All this has scared her, too. She has polymyalgia (sp?) which really gets here down at times.

Let's keep the prayers going. It is so comforting to know that I am being lifted in prayer every day by someone and I think it's the times when I don't feel worthy to lift myself. THANK YOU!!!!!

Keep your eyes and ears open for an opportunity to encourage someone.
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie
 

Bill Coming Home!

We went by to see Bill today and he looked so good. He is so excited about having just one more sleep, (that's the way we measure time), before getting to come home. He had Peg go pick up some of his things so he wouldn't have so much to cart home tomorrow. 
Carol got in this afternoon and is not feeling well. She had to go to the dr. yesterday to make sure that she wasn't contagious. He ran a strep test and it was negative. She has some meds. I sure hope that she doesn't get worse. And I hope that the dr. was right and she isn't giving anyone cooties.

We got a few more things checked off of our list of things to do today. I've been bitten by the mulley grub bug, again. I've felt like I was in slow motion all day not wanting to do anything, not wanting to talk to anyone, not wanting to see anyone, not wanting to, not wanting, not wanting, NOT WANTING. And what is so STUPID is I find it so hard to pray, which is what I need to do more than anything. It is so RIDICULOUS to allow myself to feel this way. Seems like it comes in waves more and more lately and this is a total repeat of my whining from a few days ago.  grumble, grumble  If I were 3, I would have a very shriveled thumb from sucking it so much!!!!

I did hear from Ginger,  my favorite girl cousin today. (I can't say just favorite because I have a favorite boy cousin, too.) I guess the easier thing to say would be, I heard from one of my favorite cousins today. How's that?  It's always such a blessing to hear from her. She has always made me feel so special.
Her sister's house was hit by lightning Sun. morning and was a total loss. SAD!!! But no one was hurt. They were home and able to get some of their grandmother's antique furniture out. And their neighbor has opened up their house to them, so they have a place to stay. Please say a prayer for them.

My sister brought me some farm fresh eggs today, so we had breakfast for dinner. Joel loves eggs, not the best choice if you are watching cholesterol, but he's only had 2 since his surgery and they were cage free.
I fixed grits, biscuits, and turkey bacon. Now, that is weird to me. I don't care for the texture or the taste, so just as soon do without.

Okay, I am already feeling better. I realize by writing this, that I have so much to be thankful for. I know that I could pick up the phone and call anyone of you and you'd listen. But pecking away at my keyboard and rereading things, makes it so clear as to how silly I sound, but how very human I am, too. I have the resources, just don't utilize the fortitude that it takes to get it together. SHAME ON ME!

I'm already shivering from the temp. change. I am not one that likes the cold, at all!  I don't even like opening the refrigerator when the temp is below 70.

Please keep the prayers going up and throw in some encouragement to someone.
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

My Favorite Time!

I was just signing on to start this blog and noticed that it was 11:11 p.m., which is my most favorite time of all.  Always makes me smile.

We had another long, running around, & busy day. But we got most of it done. We started off early heading to San Antonio to get Joel's glasses fixed, back to Marion to vote,  to Seguin to the post office, the bank,  the Silver Center, getting an oil change, picking up some prescriptions, to New Braunfels to see about getting my phone problems fixed, then to San Marcos to sing at a nursing/rehab center in San Marcos, back to Seguin to grab a bite to eat,  the to McQueeney to get to church for Awanas and choir practice, and then home to start some laundry. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!  I needed to go to the grocery store, but that will have to wait. Joel stayed with me all day, so guess you can say that he got his therapy, of sorts. We are so hoping that he will be able to get to the point where he feels strong enough to go back to work SOON! I may be alone with that hope. I'm thinking he's been enjoying the extras a little too much. ha!

My sister will be here tomorrow. YEAAAAAAA!!!!!! She will be Bill's gestapo (?sp) making sure that he takes his meds correctly, make all his dr. visits, does his exercises and/or therapy, and eat right.
OH MY GOODNESS......It just hit me that we are really going to have to behave on the eating part. She is well known for her cooking, and she makes the best cinnamon rolls and biscuits in the world. TOO YUMMY! And I can't eat just one. We may have to have a burial for all the shortening & butter around here, so we won't be tempted. SAD!!!!! Maybe one little batch. I am drooling thinking about them. Guess I better go change my jammies, go to bed, and hope my dreams are of them.

Lately, my days have been very boring, but it's ME, aka "Lucy", and something is bound to change soon.

I am encouraging my brain to shut down and get some rest. Y'all find someone to encourage, too.
Till later
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

What Was I Thinkin'?

I should plan ahead! I have my days and nights mixed up. I've been turning out the lights (sort of), thinking that I'd go to sleep and then am still watching t.v., or get back on the computer, or letting the dog out, etc, etc. until 1 - 2 a.m.  I thought it was fine last night to be up that late and then a little after 6 this morning, I get a CHEERY call to come sub.  I'm not going to say no, unless I have an appt. somewhere. Wow!!! What a long day. If I had had a really quiet class, I probably would have nodded off. But I had active, happy go lucky first graders. I think their was like 61 of them, or was that 16???? They kept me awake for sure. But I love it. It is very rewarding to watch them finally click with something they've been trying to learn.

Joel and the dog kept each other company all day. One of them even washed the dishes.  Joel is still using his breathing apparatus and is not getting so winded doing things. We are getting there, slowly but surely!       woo hoo !!!

Bill is counting the hours till he will be home. He is having therapy 2 times a day. Peg took his dog to visit with him today. I don't know which one gets more excited, Bill or Puff.... I know that I am crazy about our dog and I'm not with her 24/7 like Bill is with his. That is all he has all day, since he can't see well enough to drive himself. VERY SPOILED animals!!!!

I know have 9 signed in followers on my blog site. Some of you are still asking me about it. I will try to explain how to get to the blog, if you are one that is reading this via email. In the box where you search for things on the web, type in http://www.sharedjoy.blogspot.com/   OR  click on the highlighted, underlined words in this paragraph and it should take you right to it. Then if you want easy access, you can save it to your favorites by clicking on 'favorites' right under your search bar, and click on save to favorites. After that all you have to do is click on favorites and drag the mouse down to 'sharedjoy' and my blog will pop up. You can leave messages to me, too.  I'm sure there is computer lingo that makes more sense. I'll ask my son if you are still having trouble.

I need to get it updated and post some pictures. WHEN I get that part of it figured out. I feel like I am getting to the age, that I shouldn't put off things too long or buy really green bananas.

I use the time while driving to work to pray for different ones. Today I was having trouble focusing and remembering everyone's prayer request that had been emailed to me just in the past few weeks. Seems there has been so many. I need to write them down so I will be sure and pray as requested.  I know the urgency that I feel when I ask for prayer. But then I thought that God knows what is on our hearts and even when we don't remember names, circumstances, etc., He does.  Keep praying!
You know the routine....E-N-C-O-U-R-A-G-E!!!
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

Day 34

I thought that I should start early, since my computer is still giving me a bit of trouble. It doesn't want to do anything. Sorta like me.....sluggish I got called to work this morning for just the afternoon. Had a 4th grade class. They had plenty to keep them busy, which is great for the sub. If they get finished with their work, they tend to lean towards doing what they want to do, which is usually to talk. It was good to get to the higher grade level elementary since I've not been there this yr. I have lots of friends there that I enjoy getting to say hi to.   I don't know if Joel and the dog got too rowdy today, but Joel's glasses broke. We need to get them fixed. His old ones are in the work truck which his company picked up after he was admitted to the hospital. We can go get them, if necessary. Just hope the others can be fixed. I love getting messages from y'all. It is such a surprise sometimes. I got a real surprise from a cousin that I've not seen since I was a little girl. She found my name and phone # on a piece of paper while cleaning out a drawer. She'd lived with my parents while in high school before I was ever born.  My mom had given her my name  & phone # incase she would someday not be able to get ahold of Mom. It was so nice to hear from her. I do remember her, but not a lot about her. It was so sweet for her to call and catch up on my family and my siblings. Maybe cleaning out drawers will pay off for all of us.  I have another prayer request. Linda, one of my good friends and neighbor was seriously injured by one of their cows. She has several broken ribs & spleen, liver and other internal injuries.  Her husband couldn't make the cow stop, even by kicking and throwing things at it,  but thankfully their 2 dogs were able to. She is in the trauma unit at University Hosp. Please pray that she will continue to heal and not have to have surgery.  My brother is getting things set up for home health care. He is so excited about getting to come home. It will be so wonderful. My sister will be here this week to help get things ready and then she will be here to help till he gets more steady.  Please remember that I am looking for silent auction items or donations. I need to get that going! It'll be here before you know it. I tend to think, "oh, I have plenty of time".......NOT!!!!  I am trying to consolidate our phones and internet service to try and save money. So there may be a glitch in my blog for a few days. Not sure how all of this is suppose to work, but we are suppose to be able to combine everything and save some money.  Saying that to say...If I should suddenly seem to have dropped off the face of the earth, be assured that I am here and well. I may continue to blog in Word program and then copy and paste when I am back up and running. I may not miss a second, but thought I should get that word out since things have been going pretty quirky lately. Better quit and get some rest incase I should get a McRib craving and have to stand in the long lines to get one.. I hear they are back. ewwwwwww yukkkkk! ENCOURAGE someone. Love and Prayers to all! Suzie

So Happy & Frustrated

I got such a WONDERFUL surprise this morning in church.  Bill was there and he looked sooooooooooooo good! He's lost about 40 lbs.  I couldn't help but sob for a few mins. with both him and Joel being there. I even celebrated by singing extra loud in the choir. It was such a blessing to see two people there that were prayed for by so many. Bill got to be home until 4, so he got to be with his "babies" for a little while. I am sure that his dogs were very happy to see him. They get extra treats when he's around. Thank you for praying for him and Joel. They both have a ways to go, but they are getting there. yeaaaaaa !!!!!!

I have been trying for over an hour to get on to the computer to get this going. I don't know what I finally did to get here, but good grief, it is nearly tomorrow. VERY FRUSTRATING!!! Last week our house phone was out of order for a couple of days and now my cell phone is on the glitch. If y'all try to call, we are not ignoring you. We are just having some phone issues. The house phone is working again. Never did find out what caused that. No one ever came out. 

We sort of just vegged out today. LAZY, LAZY, LAZY day. But I guess that we needed to rest after the long day yesterday.  Joel did help our son get our truck started.  He's been driving it to work because his car has some sort of problem and he's not been able to figure it out. We bought it second hand from an individual that we knew and trusted but have had trouble from the day after we brought it home. And of course, we were told that it was a great car with all new parts........, really? How can someone look at themselves in the mirror each day, knowing that they sold us something like that? . Oh, well....that's in the past and hopefully, it'll get figured out. It's just been sitting for a couple of yrs. Still starts, so that's a blessing. In fact, they used it to jump start the truck.  Hopefully, it's just the battery. It's been a GREAT truck and we are so thankful that we have it. It's a 99 Ford F150 with over 234,000. If it continues to follow it's past history, we may have another 200,000 mi. out of it.

Y'all are the best! I started to just give up and not even try to do a blog/email tonight, but then, just today I had so many encouraging comments at church. One person said they'd been gone and couldn't wait to get caught up. WOW!!! If this gets too boring, I'd recommend the Jeannette Oke series of books. Now that's interesting reading!

Please keep some one's spirits lifted by encouraging them at something. "Talk" to y'all later. It IS now tomorrow and I'm going to bed.
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

  

This'll Be Short

We had a great day, but long. The 2 1/2 Angels performed in Fentress and then we met again at a Gospel jam in Tilmon and sang there and listened to about 4 hrs. of good gospel music and had a delicious pot luck dinner. I love that part. Everyone brings their best of the best food and of course, you MUST taste everything. When you take a scoop of each dish, you end up with a huge plate of food. AND THEN......you hope that you aren't the first one up to sing right after the meal.

My brother got to come home for a couple of hrs. last night and visit with his dogs. Peg said that it was hard for him to go back. But he is still suppose to go home Fri. He is really looking forward to that. He is still receiving cards and appreciates them so much.

I think that I will try to get some rest now. I can be soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sleepy and as soon as I put my head on the pillow, my brain starts bouncing from one thing to another and I toss and turn for awhile.

Hopefully, tomorrow I will be a little more focused.  I really appreciate everyone's feedback on my emails and blog. Thank you for being "here" for me.  Keep finding someone to encourage.
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

Friday

Wow! It's already Friday. Seems like our days are flying by in one respect and in another we are dragging by. Guess depends on what we are doing or what we are waiting on. We want some days to speed on by and the others to please slow down.  I look at my kids and my grand kids and think about where has all our time gone, and wish time would slow way down. SAD!!!!! Then when it comes to something I don't want to get to, time flies. Can y'all tell that I am mully-grubbing? One of my very good friends use to tell me, "Put on your big girl panties and get over it."  I still wish like crazy that she were still with us, so she could set me straight.
What's so DARN frustrating is I KNOW, KNOW, KNOW THAT I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO VERY MUCH BLESSED. I am so ashamed of myself for having such a pity party for so long. I just have such a heavy heart tonight for some dumb reason. Guess the devil is trying to discourage me from saying, I AM BLESSED. Well, I have something to say to the devil....but I will tell him and not get ugly here. I have been praying about not saying anything whiny, negative, or hurtful. I am positive that he (the devil) wants me to be miserable, down, sad, worried, lonely, negative, whiny, etc, etc, etc. But I'm gonna fight it with every means I can, the main one being prayer!
We have so many sweet, precious, wonderful friends that are fighting horrible things like cancer, (we're not); infections, (we're not); injuries, (we're not);  chemo, (we're not); radiation, (we're not); no job (we're not); identity fraud, (we're not); broken relationship, (we're not); etc, etc, etc, .....OH, MY..... WE ARE, WE ARE, WE ARE BLESSED. I am understanding the song, 'Count Your Many Blessings' more and more.
I cannot go a day without prayer and being thankful that I am a christian. I don't know how people can make it through a day without having that relationship with our Lord.  I know that we cry out to him when things aren't going so well. I think of how sad I'd feel if my kids only came to me when they were in need. My heart is so happy when one of them calls, comes by, or just hear them say, "Mom".   I'm not at all perfect, never will claim to be, and will mess up a lot before my purpose on earth is complete. I've not figured out my purpose in life. I keep thinking it's to pester people, which I do well!
Joel had a great day. He went to visit with Bill while I worked. This was his first day driving and being out alone since his surgery.
Bill saw the wound specialist and he has the places on his legs wrapped with special instructions not to get them wet or remove them. The pressure sore is not infected. (right now). He looked better, had a more positive attitude, and was finally getting some sleep. The dr. ordered something to help him.
I had a good day, too. Just got sad for my friends that I talked to today.
My pillow is beckoning my head and I am here to oblige.
Thanks for encouraging me...now pass it on!
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

Thirty Days Out

Here we are......thirty days out from surgery and things are going so well. Joel even helped with things at the country music show tonight. (No lifting, tugging, pushing) He helped sell tickets and kept up with my purse. He dare not lift it tho. ha!

The show went really well. I wish all of y'all could have heard the 11 yr. old girl that sang. Remember the name Madelyn Abrameit.....this little girl is going somewhere.  She does Loretta Lynn songs as well as anyone. Dynamite!!!! And not only is she beautiful outwardly, but she has a beautiful heart.

I think that I am either trying to come down with something or these darn allergies are getting to me. I have been blahhhhhh the past 3 days and can't really pinpoint it. Maybe I'm worn out watching for varmints all the time.  This morning, our dog would not leave the pecan tree in our yard. She kept jumping up on it and then would go a few feet away and sit. I just knew that the big ol' opossum was up there ready to pounce.

I need to thank everyone for all the positive comments about my emails and blog. That has really been such a blessing. I would love to achieve that dream of one day writing a book, but I keep thinking to myself that I can't. But thank you for encouraging me. I wish that I had kept all the emails that were sent to me. I have 7 followers now on my blog site, which is such a nice feeling to know that someone is actually interested in what I am up to. Good kudoes!!!!

I get to work all day tomorrow. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! And it's for one of my favorite classes. Double yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!! The dog will be babysitting Joel.

I think that my brain is going to sleep ahead of my eyes, so better wrap this up. Keep on encouraging.
Love and prayers to all!
Suzie

Wonderful Wednesday

I had a good day! I worked a 1/2 day this morning for a sweet 2nd grade class, spent the afternoon with a fun group that sings at one of the area nursing homes, and then tonight went to Awana's at church, and ended the day out with choir practice. Yes, it was a long day, but very rewarding!  Joel went with me to the nursing home, but then stayed home.

My brother found out that he is going to get to come home Friday, a week from tomorrow with home health care. My sister will be coming to stay with him for a while. She is such a good big sister! Always helping us out whenever we need her. Our dog LOVES her to come.  I thought that Bill was seeing the wound specialist today, but his appt. is tomorrow. He did get out of his room today and took himself on a tour of the place just to see what was there. He is so excited about getting to come home. He will continue his therapy until he is released.  I forgot to ask him if he got the sugar substitute and the wheat bread today. 


Tomorrow is my BIG day with the country music show. I always get excited about the show. After I visit with Bill in the morning, I will be volunteering around noon at the Silver Center to help do something. I think serve a meal. And then, help set up the chairs, etc. and get the programs printed, etc.  Then I get ready for the show. Pick up a precious friend from our church and then go enjoy the entertainers.  If y'all are within range, come on over. It helps the senior citizens.

If any of y'all have anything you would be willing to donate for our Silent Auction in Dec., please let me know. I will be glad to pick up anything or you can drop it by the Silver Center between 8 a.m. and 3  p.m. Anything that will bring a dollar or a few thousand would be welcome.  We are chipping away at getting the sound equipment paid for, new mics, and the stage enlarged. Right now, we stuff the band on what we have and pray that no one pulls a "me" and falls off.  Oh,.....if anyone would like to donate towards the stage, like material, labor, etc. that would be wonderful. I'm not too shy when it comes to helping the senior citizens. They are so much more fun to hang out with. I love their stories, love their wisdom,  and their wit. I have grown too soon old and too late smart and wish that I had recorded some of my parents, grandparents, and great grandparents stories. Especially my mom's mom and dad and her grandmother. They were all such an influence in my life. They just weren't the "Lucy" that I am.

I heard from all 3 of my kids today, so know I will sleep better tonight. I tossed an turned last night and had them on my mind. Our granddaughter is having some effects from the antiobiotics, but they are doing what they are suppose to be doing.  Yeaaaaaa !!! Brayden, the great grandson is doing well.  Yeaaaaaaa, again!

Keep on keeping on encouraging!
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

Tortoise Toddling Tuesday

I just about finished my updates for the day and now they are gone,...G-O-N-E,...No where to be found....not a trace... and worst yet, not a clue about what all I covered. RATS ! RATS!! RATS!!!  Now, I am going to feel like I'm repeating myself. My computer skills are so pitiful. I have a son that is over the top smart especially with computers and is always bailing me out of troubles or just stuff that is so simple to him and hard enough for me that I feel like throwing the computer across the room. (NOT really, I am not at all a violent person, just frustrated!) Some day I think that I am going to find all my lost emails in a pile next to all our missing socks. I have a computer that "eats" emails and a washing machine that "eats" socks. This has been another SLOW moving day!!!! But at least we are moving towards our goal. I'm about to the point of counting freckles on our dog. ...... We saw Bill today and he is doing better. He even wanted me to go get him a diet caffeine-free coke, which I did. (I did okay it with nurse.) Joel stayed and visited with him while I ran to the store.  (I guess to compare scars. )  He'd had a morning of physical and speech therapy. The speech is for the mini strokes that he has had.  They also got him a bigger bed that has an air mattress which is suppose to help the pressure sores heal better. He said that it is uncomfortable but he knows that it's suppose to help him. He's not been sleeping well at all since he's been there but is going to talk to the Dr. about it. Hopefully, they will be able to help him get better rest. He has to see a wound care specialist in the morning for the tear & pressure sores and some open wounds on his legs and feet.  He says the pressure sores are more painful than the surgery site. OUCH!! He was upbeat about Bro. Steve (our pastor) visiting with him this morning. He is still without a bigger t.v., so is just sitting and waiting for ?????? While we were there, the dietitian came by and talked with him about what he likes or dislikes and offered to try and get him things that he likes or if he wants more of some things, etc. The only thing different that he asked for was diabetic sugar and wheat bread. Amazing that the patient would be asking for a healthier choice than what the facility has been offering. hmmmmmmmmm???? Joel has had another good day. After we left visiting my brother, we went and read a few more labels at H.E.B. and let him walk around for awhile.  He ran into several people that he knew and got to visit with them.  After our "exercising" , he catnaps in the recliner off and on the rest of the day. I am working 1/2 day tomorrow. YEAAAA YEAAAAA YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I love, love, love  working with the kids. The dog will babysit Joel. Our dog has joined the 'watch what we eat' saga. She was suppose to level out and hold at her last weight but she's gained 6 lbs., so is now classified overweight. I guess her snacks will be green beans from now on. Joel just discovered a huge opossum crawling up our pecan tree. Yeaaaa!!!! Another varmint.  Now, not only will I be watching where I step, slapping at what, I think, is crawling on me, but looking up worrying about something jumping on me. I can just envision my new style....... snake boots, bee keepers attire, and a golf umbrella. If it ever comes to that,  I'll have to spruce it up with some bling. Please remember my friend, Agnes, in your prayers. She had her port put in today and begins her chemo Thurs.  And continued prayers for Bill and Joel. Until later.  psssst! DON'T FORGET TO ENCOURAGE SOMEONE.  Love and Prayers to all! Suzie

Mundane Monday

This has been one long day. I've fought sleep all day. But then I also fought being productive in any other way, too.  I did go to the 'Rehab' center where Bill is and let them meet me. I did find out that there have been changes in what is put on the meal trays and diet substitutes have to be requested. SO, I REQUESTED THEM. Why does the government have to mess with stuff that is just common sense stuff? Really is scarey that some of these people are trying to run our country when they can't get something so simple as "to sugar or not to sugar". It's up to the patients whether to eat it or not. BUT the positive note, they won't serve him pie, cookies, or cake. It will always be fresh fruit. OH, THANK YOU!!!! I'll sleep well tonight.

I did find a special cushion for him to sit on to help get the pressure off of a sore. If you ever need any special health items, go to Parker's Drug Store on Court St. I've always found any special need item there. And they were very fair in price. And they will order stuff for you.

Joel's had a good day. He's been up and down the stairs several times and didn't end up panting like he'd run a marathon. He was suppose to have his teeth cleaned tomorrow, but the dentist office called and didn't want to do it so soon after his surgery, so he will go in Nov.  WE ARE GETTING THERE !!! Yeahhhhh!!!

Maybe I will be more awake tomorrow and have updates. I hope that I'm not getting sick!!! My pillow is already calling me and it's only 8:20.

Keep on encouraging. (Every time I type that phrase, I think of my friend, Diane,  and just smile. She is one of the biggest (not in size) encouragers I've ever met.) I'll tell y'all about her later.

Love and Prayers to all! 
Suzie

Lifting A Fork Is NOT Therapy

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!  I just got home from visiting Bill at the 'old place' and he DID NOT have any therapy yesterday or today. Peggy, his wife, was told that he would have it yesterday and today after she'd had a discussion with them on Fri. about just letting him sit in his room with the postage stamp size t.v. Really????? The only exercise that I've seen him getting is getting himself to the bathroom or lifting a fork to eat. AND for some reason,  ALL of his meals have had regular sugar on his tray and the food is salted. HELLO!!!!!  He IS diabetic and just re-hospitalized for having had too much fluid build up. I cannot believe the cost of this room that insurance is being billed for. For some reason they weren't "allowed" to move on to another place. I think insurance companies would come out much better if the care was up to par. I'm thinking that someone there needs to meet me. This is ridiculous!!!!   Okay, on to more calming things. I "exercised" Joel a bit today. We spent a couple of hours in Wal-Mart just walking around reading labels on what would be good to add to our air and alfalfa recipes. We are finding more and more that anything with any kind of flavor is a no-no. Thus, the Penzey's spices are becoming more and more useful and popular.   We made it to both Sunday school and church this morning. It was so good to be back in both. We are loving, loving, loving our class. I always come away feeling like I've learned something and am always blessed!  We also had Pastor Appreciation Day and had dinner on the ground. Someone did lots and lots of cooking!!!  Too yummy !   We are 27 days out from surgery and Joel is really doing well. He's even made 3 trips up and down our stairs today. Not all at once, of course. He went up the other day and I thought that I was going to have to practice my CPR. Visions of chest compressions were not pretty!  He's been sleeping in the recliner down stairs since coming home. He tried the couch the first night and it was too painful to try and get up from it. So, we've had a 3 wk. camp-out in the living room. Our dog loves it.   His scar is looking so much better. He's itching like crazy and feeling the twinges of the nerves healing. It's just amazing what all he's been through and how well he really is doing.   If any of you enjoy 3 part harmony music and want to hear the group that I sing with (The 2 1/2 Angels) we will be singing at a brand new opry starting in Floresville along with several other entertainers. Their first show is going to be Nov. 3rd at the Floresville Event Center. I will post more info. when it is closer to the date.  They've already sold 125 tickets and the place is suppose to hold up to 1000. WOW!!!!    I just opened an email about shopping at Sears. I am going to copy the info.at the end of this, as I feel that it is very important that we support a company that is so good to our military and we need to do everything that we can to get the information spread. GOOD JOB SEARS!!!   No updates on the others that I have asked prayer for.  Just keep praying. Find someone to encourage about something. It's amazing what change(s) will come from it. Love and Prayers to all! Suzie   Sears - Christmas shopping this year. I know I needed this reminder, since Sears isn't always my first choice. It's amazing when you think of how long the war has lasted and Sears hasn't withdrawn from their commitment. Could we each buy at least one thing at Sears this year? How does Sears treat its employees who are called up for military duty? By law, they are required to hold their jobs open and available, but nothing more. Usually, people take a big pay cut and lose benefits as a result of being called up for active duty. Sears is voluntarily paying the difference in salaries and maintaining all benefits, including medical insurance and bonus programs, for all called up reservist employees for up to two years. I submit that Sears is an exemplary corporate citizen and should be recognized for its contribution. I suggest we all shop at Sears at least once, and be sure to find a manager to tell them why we are there so the company gets the positive reinforcement & feedback it well deserves. Pass it on. I decided to check this before I sent it forward. So I sent the following e-mail to the Sears Customer Service Department: I received this e-mail and I would like to know if it is true. If it is, the internet may have just become one very good source of advertisement for your company. I know I would go out of my way to buy products from Sears instead of another store for a like item, even if it's cheaper at that store. This is their answer to my e-mail: Dear Customer: Thank you for contacting Sears.The information is factual. We appreciate your positive feedback. Sears regards service to our country as one of greatest sacrifices our young men and women can make. We are happy to do our part to lessen the burden they bear at this time. Bill Thorn Sears Customer Care http://us.mc1135.mail.yahoo.com/mc/compose?to=webcenter%40sears.com 1-800-349-4358 Please pass this on to all your friends. Sears needs to be recognized for this outstanding contribution and we need to show them as Americans, we do appreciate what they are doing for our military!!! It's verified ! By Snopes.com<http://snopes.com/>; at: http://www.snopes.com/politics/military/sears.asp

Kin to Rip Van Winkle

Well......this day is gone. I laid down for a "quick" power nap at about 2 this afternoon and woke up over five hours later. I hope the term "beauty rest" really works. I am sure not feeling it. I had planned on getting lots done around here, but..................... as my mom would have said, "you can't unfall". I don't like wasting so much time. There is always something to do around here. I am one that makes 10 messes cleaning up one. Very unorganized. I am not bragging at all. It's just a fact. It takes me forever to make a decision. I did see Bill this afternoon.  Joel and I went by this morning, but he was sleeping so we left and went back early afternoon. He looks and sounds so much better but he said that he felt like he was getting a cold. He sure doesn't need that!  He has to stay off his feet.They were going to start some sort of physical therapy this afternoon. Joel's mouth is feeling okay. Now I am trying to cook soft 'alfalfa and water'.  I made some pretty yummy soup using some of the Penzey's spices our daughter sent us.  (If you aren't familiar with Penzey's, I recommend going to their website http://www.penzeys.com/  It is wonderful stuff! The closest store to us is Austin, but worth the drive!!!!!!) We did go outside our boundaries last night and got Joel a strawberry milkshake since his mouth was waking up and he knew it. I am still trying to figure out a way to build up Joel's stamina.The weight on the remote messes with the buttons, so I think that a couple of days of window shopping to start out would get the ol' heart pumping, legs awake and stronger, head clear, etc. I'm thinking that I am going to be awake half the night. Just hate getting my days and nights mixed up. I can't be too productive like vacuuming, laundry, etc. since others are trying to sleep. Guess I'll use the time to work on the country & gospel music show that I produce. I'm really enjoying doing that. Our next show is the 20th. Come on down. It starts at 7 at the Seguin Silver Center at 510 E.Court St. $5.00 admission, which 100% goes to the senior citizens. It's a great fundraiser! Haven't heard how our granddaughter is doing on her meds. for the Lyme disease. I did hear that Brayden (great grandson) still has the hole in his neck and is having to have it packed, but is doing well. Thanks again for letting me bend your ears. Y'all are the best therapy ever!!! Encourage someone! Love and Prayers to all! Suzie

We Didn't Waltz / updates

Things are slowly getting better.  We didn't get to waltz, but we did get to go to the Kingsbury Opry tonight and got to visit with so many friends that we haven't seen in several weeks. We enjoyed the music and fellowship and the change in scenery. Joel got a huge applause when we first walked in the door. VERY NICE feeling!  We weren't sure if we were going to make it. Joel had a little more saga added to his novel that he is working on. He had to have a tooth pulled this morning. His last wisdom tooth. He says now he is going to be stupid. If he's going stupid, he is still going to be amazingly smart. He's has always been a MR. FIXER of just about anything that we've ever had.  I hope this is it, as far as any more problems. I know it is like I am making things up. Really.....my brain doesn't work that well. ha!!!

It seems like we are falling apart and always have "something" to whine about, but OH MY GOSH!!!! We are so blessed. We have other friends that are in such need of prayer and are facing some serious days ahead. One good friend just found out that she has to start chemo next week. Her name is Agnes.

Also,  our grand daughter, Michelle,  has been diagnosed with Lyme disease.  She has been in and out of drs. for several yrs. now and treated for migranes, shingles, etc. Our son took her to a specialist in Nacogdoches that has been running tests. Given that the other possibilities were Lupis, Fibromyalgia, Polymyalgia, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Guillain–Barré syndrome, or Multiple Sclerosis, this is a great diagnosis.

There are some concerns due to the length of time she’s believed to have been infected, but the overall outlook is promising.  She is very fortunate she didn’t end up with encephalitis or meningitis. 

She started Doxycycline last night, which is one of the best treatments for Lyme, even in later stages.  We’ll have blood drawn and tested regularly.  There is a possibility that she’ll need a spinal tap in the future to check her cerebrospinal fluid for the Spirochetes.

My brother was still waiting this afternoon to be moved back to the rehab. facility. We've had phone problems the past couple of days, so didn't hear whether he was moved or not. I was there this afternoon and he was still waiting.

Please keep Joel and Bill on the prayer chains and add Agnes and Michelle.

Again, we have received another blessing from someone. I didn't know my heart could hold so much love, blessings, and gratitude. I am really really really humbled by such generous acts. I've gotten some of the sweetest emails, cards, and notes with God's reminders of how much He cares, Him being in control, His promises, etc. VERY UPLIFTING!!!  Again, Thank you seems so tiny, but I don't know what else to say. We love y'all and know that when we get to the point of being able, we will pass it on.

Keep encouraging someone!

Love and Prayers to all!

Suzie

Never Say Never Update

Okay, we are having to send my brother back to the place that we said that we wouldn't. His insurance (if you want to call it such) won't allow the change. But, I guess because we are on top of things, the other place is working more with his wife. They are going to pick up his lift chair that is a recliner so he can elevate his feet, they are getting a larger t.v. (which I know isn't a health issue, but at least he won't just be sitting in a dark room.). We will insist on his health concerns, rather than take "no" for an answer.  I sure wish that insurance companies had more compassion, or the facilities, drs, clinics, etc. would take any insurance. VERY frustrating!!!!

Well, we've added a bit more to our "book". (Maybe I should say novel.) Joel had to go to the dentist this morning and yep.........he has an abscess. Couldn't be something simple. It's a wisdom tooth and isn't straight and because he just had bypass surgery, he has to see a specialist. We went to get a round of antibiotics, which he will begin in the morning. Hopefully, this will be the last of his attention getters.  In the big spectrum of things, WE ARE STILL VERY BLESSED!!!!!  I can honestly say that I didn't get rattled with my typical "what next" thoughts that I usually have. We have been amazed at how God is taking care of things. When we got home, we had a check in the mail with a sweet note. Was I surprised? Yes and no. Yes, because I am amazed at how precious & caring our friends have been through all of this, and no, because why would God all the sudden stop taking care of us, when He's been so faithful to us through all of this? I just wish that Joel didn't have to have anymore painful things.

Back to my brother's update. We went by this evening and he sounded soooooooooooooo much better.  His feet are hurting him and they are a mess, but they are taking care of them. He has the cath. out.  He said that he was feeling so much better and thought that he was going to be transferred back to the rehab. unit tomorrow. 

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS !

I've gotten several requests for me to keep sending emails, rather than visit the Blog spot. I don't mind a bit, so just let me know. Or, let me know if you don't want to get them.  Some people are getting them via of others forwarding them. I don't know how to control those.
Just don't want to be a pest or wear out my welcome. Visiting my Blog Spot really isn't hard. If I can do it.... anyone can! Just ask my kids. On the 'search' area type in
http://www.sharedjoy.blogspot.com/  then hit 'enter'. My blog will pop up. Or click on the highlighted address and then save it to your "favorites" and you won't have to keep typing it in.

Please keep Joel in prayer in the morning. We are praying that it can all be done with the one office visit and no other x-rays will have to be done.

Keep encouraging someone, especially a child!
Love and Prayers to all !
Suzie

"Last" Email - Going Blog

If y'all are visiting my Blog Spot (http://www.sharedjoy.blogspot.com/), you will find the same news that I have been emailing, but I am going to start using just the blog spot to keep everyone updated. I will send out special prayer requests by emails. That way you can choose to hear from me, rather than me pushing myself on you.  I do appreciate all the listening,  prayers, advice, suggestions, comments, encouragement, etc., etc., etc. (If you still want me to email, please let me know and I will.)

As for my brother....some parts are better and then some are worst. His breathing is so much better and he is feeling better, but now his feet are a mess. His feet are bandaged and he can't be on them. The excessive swelling caused break downs in the skin on his legs and feet and be diabetic only compounds the problem. He hasn't gotten back the blood culture results. His white count has come down some. Yeaaaa!!!!  He is still on oxygen.  We will be looking for a new place for him to go after he is released from the hospital. A place that can accommodate a large legally blind guy.

Joel seems to be a little lethargic today. He is starting to feel the little twinges of the nerves starting to heal in his chest. Maybe it's just the boredom. He spent the afternoon with the dog while I worked. Then, he went to the hospital with me to visit Bill.
He's been really good about using his breathing apparatus to strengthen his lungs and he's suppose to start doing a little more to increase his stamina. I think maybe taping some weights to the remote might be a good idea. Ha!  He doesn't have as much swelling in his feet as he has had. Yeaaaaa!!!!!!

I enjoyed my afternoon with the 2nd graders. They are so precious.  There are so many times that I wish that I had never retired. But then the classroom is so much more fun than being in the office. I loved, loved, loved my job, but I think it was mostly because of who I worked with.

Joel is still getting cards from a bunch of people. Thank you so much. They really do touch him in a special way. He's been brought to tears many times. I know that he's on an emotional roller coaster, but y'all are making HAPPY TEARS!

Remember to encourage someone especially a child.
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

Brother's Update

Bill was feeling a little better this afternoon. They've done more EKG's and a sonogram of his heart. He has an elevated white blood count, which is concerning. His feet are partially bandaged due to some open sores. He really needs lots of prayers. They've drained about 20 pounds of fluid off of him.  We took him an arrangement of eucalyptus with some 'Get Well' balloons to cheer him and the room up. He's been getting lots of cards and even got a pkg. of dog toys for his little dog. Thank you Tammy, Tom, and Austin. That meant a lot to him.  Please, pray that they will find the right treatments that will get him back on track.

I check on Chuck Conyers today. He got all the stitches out of his arm and the graft looked good. He then saw the oncologist that did some tests and if they come back clear, he doesn't have to go back for 3 months. Please pray that the test are all negative.

Joel has a tooth bothering him and gets to see the dentist this Thursday. I am not listing this as a "whine". When I start talking to other people and hearing their stories, or seeing how my brother is struggling, it makes me even more aware of how blessed we really are.  Our prayer lists could go on and on and on. Which brings me back to saying again......."our trials keeps us in tune with God." I am so THANKFUL that I am a Christian and can go to Him anytime knowing that He cares, He is in control, He loves me, and has a plan that I am a part of.  I can't say that I always like it, but I can say without a doubt that there has always been a blessing later. Some day when I have more time I will share on my blog spot my testimony along with some amazing things that have happened in my life. I have been told many times that I need to contact 'Guide Post' magazine. Maybe someday.

I am amazed at how many positive comments that I've gotten on my emails. Thank you so much! Knowing me, I will most likely repeat myself. 

I will be working 1/2 day tomorrow for 2nd grade, which happens to be my very favorite grade level. The kids are so much fun and so loving at that age.  Most of the time, they are trying so hard to please you. Very rewarding!!!!!!!  I hope that I will get to start subbing more and more. I've even thought about applying for a full time job elsewhere, but then think of all the "stuff" that I like to do when I want to do it and say, "naaaah".
Not that I won't if it comes to me having to. I'd just rather not.

Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

My Brother's in Hospital

Well.... I just managed to somehow erase, cause to disappear, deleted, or whatever my whole email that I'd been working on....Did y'all hear the 'NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO'?
I'm really not a computer person and I get so stirred at things like that. Where do they go???? No one ever sends them back to me or comments, "oh, by the way, I found your email."  WHY?????????????????????????????????????????????

I don't know if I can repeat all of what I already said. Dog gone it!!! Actually, that should be....email gone it!!! 

My brother was sent by ambulance back to the hospital this morning and was admitted. He is now in Guadalupe Valley Regional in Room 140. He had a pretty rough weekend and just kept getting worse. He is in congestive heart failure and they are culturing his blood to see if there is any infection. They increased his oxygen, started meds to get all the excess fluid off. He'd gained nearly 20 lbs. since surgery and has been on a restricted diet and not really eating much of that. His legs are starting to seep fluid from the excessive swelling.  We were with him again this evening and he was able to sit up and eat his dinner, the swelling is already going down, and his breathing isn't so labored. They are going to be doing several tests over the next few days. His primary dr. saw him 3 times this afternoon. Makes me worry, but then I am so thankful that he is on top of things. He will not be going back to where he was.

Joel saw both of his heart drs. this morning. Both were very pleased with the progress that he's made. He doesn't have to see the surgeon again. Thank goodness!!!! It was 38 mi. one way from our house and the traffic was horrible. We even saw a wreck. Actually, we heard the wreck then saw the results. I said a quick prayer of thanks that we didn't get that added to our "stuff". The other dr. sees him, again in 3 mos. and gave him the go to start doing a little more walking and small tasks to help build up his stamina. I'm thinking like washing dishes, folding clothes, getting up to get the remote, dusting, .....okay maybe not dusting since he does have asthma, but I'm sure there are a few things. Right?  He still has limitations  on lifting, tugging, etc. because of the sternum being split and wired back.
Wonder what the wire will do for airport security??? It stays from now on.

I got my haircut today and was it ever SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO needed. I was really looking more like our dog. I was being frugal and kept cutting on it myself, but I can't see the back. Lisa, owner of Cut Loose is the best hairdresser in the world! She always does an excellent job!

Please remember our friend Chuck in your prayers. He sees the oncologist tomorrow.

My pillow is calling. I will catch everyone up tomorrow.  Thank y'all for visiting my blog spot.
Remember to encourage someone, especially a child.
Love and Prayers to all!
Suzie

I'm A Pumpkin!!!!!

We made it to church and had such a wonderful reception of "welcome backs" for Joel. Very emotional day! And a good day. While at church one of the ladies handed me an envelope saying, "Here is something to make you smile." OH MY GOODNESS!!!! Make that a big ol' grin. She'd made the cutest little yo-yo pin with all kinds of BUTTONS sewn on it.  She attached it to a card . I'll have to copy, then you will understand the term, "I'm a Pumpkin". Too cute!!!  And what a perfect analogy. For those that don't know, I am a button collector. I love buttons, have all kinds of buttons and all kinds of containers with buttons in them. Comes from my granny keeping me "busy" when I was little.  I love the pin not just because it has buttons, but because it's a reminder that someone thought of me. It is such a blessing knowing that someone was thinking about me in a special way. Thank you Mickey! Her card read: Happy Fall From one pumpkin to another !!!!! A woman was asked by a coworker, "What is it like to be a Christian?" The coworker replied, "It is like being a pumpkin. God picks you from the patch, brings you in and washes all the dirt off of you. Then He cuts off the top and scoops out all the yucky stuff. He removes the seeds of doubt, hate, and greed. Then He carves you a new smiling face and and puts His light inside of you to shine for all the world to see."   I need to make something clear. I had used the term "Jeez" in one of my prior emails. That was NEVER meant to be a slang for anything other than 'GEE-WHIZ". I just typo-ed the "j' instead of using a "g".  When I speak of Jesus it is never in a negative, slang, or flippant manner. I do apologize for giving someone a jolt of "what was she thinking?".   I went by to see my brother and he was sound asleep and had been for about 3 1/2 hrs. He'd been awake most of the night and was miserable. About 6 this morning they changed his mattress and he was able to finally get comfy. It just took talking to the right person to get the ball rolling. The larger chair that Amanda had ordered for him was delivered but they are going to change it for something that will work better for his needs.  We hung around until he woke up.  He said that they are constantly asking him what they can do to make him more comfortable and if they can get him anything. It is so much easier to walk away and leave him in their care now. I did get the chance to thank Amanda, his nurse. I will be glad to see what progress he starts to make now that they will begin extensive therapy for him tomorrow. He is still on oxygen but didn't seem to be so confused once they got him sitting up.   I don't know if all y'all got rain, but we got about 1 1/2 in. It is wonderful!!!! I can't even complain about all the mud that is getting tracked inside. I've got a mop and a vacuum. It's such a blessing to already see the little green shoots sprouting up out of the mud.   Tomorrow will be a packed day of 'things to do'. We were veggies today. Both of us slept most of the afternoon. (me 4 1/2 hrs.)  I've had a little more of the virtigo today along with my ear hurting. I need to remember to take the Claritin which does help with all these TX allergies.   I already have 3 people that have joined my blog site. I am so excited. I still have lots to learn about it and how it works and what all I am suppose to do.  My daughter assures me that it's easy.   Please remember our friend, Chuck, in your prayers. He sees an oncologist this week.   Remember to encourage someone, especially a child.   Till next time. Love and Prayers to all! Suzie

My Blog Spot

Subject: My blogspot

I received this Oct. 8, 2011 at 11:11 p.m and I've added my comment at the end of this post.
Another amazing "thing" that makes me feel like God is just smiling on all of this is because 11:11 p.m. is my very favorite time of the day. Whenever Joel or I see the 11:11 on a clock, we let each other know. It started yrs. ago when one of my very favorite cousins, Ginger, told us that she just loved the time 11:11. Ever since, we have always thought of her very fondly when we see it. Just saying.....I love the little "God Things".

--- On Sat, 10/8/11, Wendi Henry <wendi@henrylegacy.com> wrote:

From: Wendi Henry <wendi@henrylegacy.com>
Subject: blog
To: "Suzie Watts" <wattssuz@yahoo.com>
Date: Saturday, October 8, 2011, 11:11 PM

Mom,

I've been enjoying your updates so much.  The reason people are reading is because you do such a good job of expressing what you feel...in other words, writing well.  The last few, in particular, have been more vulnerable and expressive and, well, blog-like.  It seems this whole process has kick-started you into wriiting, so, I decided that since you are already "blogging", you need a blog...no worries about figuring out technicalities...it's simple...I made one for you...and I can tell you how to post with ease should you choose to continue writing.

 

I took the liberty of taking all your "posts" (updates) to this point and posting them with the date/time they were originally sent so that, even if you decide to not blog again, you will have a record of this journey and not forget the process or God's goodness through it all.  It's a monument to His faithfulness, not ours.  Anyway, I literally threw it together today while sitting by the fire, so if you want changes it's simple, but you can view it at http://sharedjoy.blogspot.com/ to see what's there so far.  I couldn't think of a name that wasn't already taken and then the idea of "joys shared and sorrows halved" hit me...which is what you are touching on so much.

 

I have many more pictures documenting things that I wanted to include but won't do so without your permission.  Your friends will have a place to see and read your story and those who may have a similar surgery will have a good timeline to think through regarding recovery. 

Many hugs and prayers--

Wendi
wife to Sam, and mama to our sprouts: Madeline (8), Lilly (6.5), Will (4.5), & Thomas (3)

Oct. 8, 2011 - 11:11 p.m.

I just received a msg. from my daughter that she has created a blogspot for me. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!! A desire of my heart and one "answer to prayer" that wasn't ever actually prayed for. Just a desire of my heart, which I guess is a prayer. Our prayers don't have to be out loud, right? Anyway, if any of y'all want to visit my blogspot, which will have my "stories" and pictures it is: http://www.sharedjoy.blogspot.com/ My daughter said that she kept thinking about the title and thought of "Shared Joys and Sorrows Halved". Isn't that the most perfect title for what we've been through? And I mean "WE". Y'all are the ones that have helped keep the sorrows down and my spirits lifted. For those that know me and are getting to know me through this, I have always had a hard time excepting compliments and words of encouragement on doing things that I wanted to do, but didn't have the confidence to do them.  Three things that I am so thankful for, even though they came late in life, but happened because of encouragement are:  1. My job that I retired from at Marion I.S.D. I was encouraged and mentored by two of the best co-workers anyone could ever ask for, Joyce Boenig and Kathy Dittrich. I loved my job because they made me believe that I could do it and they were always there for me. 2. My opportunity to sing with a ladies trio, (The 2 1/2 Angels). I'd tried out for choir in elem. school and didn't make it, so always thought that I couldn't sing. But because of one of my best friends, Diane Farley,  and my sweet husband, and friends, I'm singing and having a ball!  3. Getting to write and express my feelings, encouraged by my sweet daughter, husband, and many of y'all that have been reading and enduring my emails. Hopefully, this will be a blogsite that will help someone in some way. Love and Prayers to all! Suzie

I'm A Bear!

Wow!!! I've turned into a bear. I've been so disappointed with my brother's care and had a bit of a melt down, but got some things happening for the better. He really needs lots of prayers. He's got so many health problems and more cropping up. He is so miserable and depressed. But, I think that we are getting somewhere, now. I've been there twice today. Called the dr. that was on call and threatened to move him out if they couldn't get better equipment for a big guy and to check on the oxygen. His stats were at 80-83 (needs to be over 90, & preferably above 95) so now he is back on oxygen. He'd been asking since yesterday for it.  grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I had talked to three different people about my concerns and no one had passed the msg. to the right person. I did talk to the right person today and she was so sweet and helpful and got a big chair ordered and in place within just a few hrs.  Now I can sleep a little better tonight. I will thank her when I see her.   It broke my heart when I walked into his room to find him in too small of a chair just sitting trying to get in a position that didn't hurt. They were giving him his pain med., but that wasn't getting some of the real problems taken care of.  He can't see his t.v. because it's too small (he's legally blind), so he was just sitting there. I don't think I over-reacted just because I'm running on raw nerves. It really was pitiful.   Joel has had a good day. He rides with me whenever I need to run an errand. We met with some friends this afternoon and had a good visit. We wanted to go to one of our favorite oprys in Tilmon but felt it was too far too soon. He still poops out pretty quick. He is still having a little swelling in his feet, so needs to keep them elevated more.  I will be glad to have him seeing both heart drs. this Mon. to see if he's in the "normal" range.   God continues to bless us and bless us and bless us some more. We just look at each other with tears in our eyes and say, "GOD IS GOOD! ALL THE TIME!"  I just wish I knew what would be bigger and more sincere than just 'thank you', but that is all that I can keep saying from our hearts!   I'm thankful that the spraying I did, has been working. We've not had any more scurrying critters in the house, my leg is healing, haven't run into any more snakes, we're hearing from so many friends,  I've eaten jello without wearing it, the dog has stayed away from skunks, and it's rained.  We're good!!!   Our plans are to go to church tomorrow. yeaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!   Til' later. Love and Prayers to all! Suzie

It's Friday!!!!

One day closer to getting back to normal. At least a normal that I understand. Joel has discovered that he is weak. He tried some "marching" steps back to the car when we went to visit Bill. He was pretty winded after that. Don't know why all the sudden he thought that he should practice a parade move. He said it was just to see if he could do it.

My brother was just sitting on the edge of his bed when we got there. He seems confused and very short on breath. He said that he'd asked for some oxygen, but the dr. didn't order it so now he's waiting. He won't start therapy until Mon. His t.v. is so small it's like watching a postage stamp and he can't see it, due to him being legally blind. I asked one of the nurses if there was a bigger t.v. that maybe he could see. She was going to check. I sure hope there is. He refused his lunch, too. He said that the bed was so uncomfortable. He just feels rotten and I think everything is just getting to him.  Hopefully, when they start the therapy and he starts getting his strength back, he will get back to his old self.

We were touched again by another gift in the mail from God. I have to give Him the glory, but it's y'all that He is using to work through. Thank you for everything each one of you have done and continue to do for us. We are humbled at all the blessings. This is so much more fun and such a relief from where we were less than 3 wks. ago. I am more of a "Doubting Thomas" when it comes to things. When the drs. told us that the area of Joel's blockage was called the widow maker, I immediately started thinking about being a widow and what I would do. I cried so much that I am surprised that I didn't become dehydrated. I didn't break down too much in front of Joel, I usually spent a long time in a nice hot bath and "got soap in my eye".  (wink, wink).

I read a wonderful devotional book, 'Jesus Calling' and it has been so amazing what I read each day. The day we came home, it mentioned "being in the comfort of your home". And the past few days it's reminded me of trust and to be still and know that God is in control. If I were to ever get a tatoo, it would read, "Remember, Suzie, it's God who is in control!".

(I won't be getting one , but please take it upon yourself to send me that message every few mins. or remind me when you see me.)

We are going to a birthday party later this afternoon. It will be so nice to get out and be among people. Our dog has grown to enjoy the conversations and attention that we have been giving her. But a one way conversation does get old and boring after awhile.

I will finish this post when we return.

Okay....we're back. We went to the party and got to see lots of friends. It was so good to get out and relax. And we were blessed with another gift, actually  twice. Not only did someone buy our yummy dinner, which we have enough left over for lunch tomorrow, but a friend gave us a love offering and that is exactly what you have to call it. He offered it to us with much love and told us so. Made us cry, again.

What am I learning from all of this????????? That I should always be willing to be used of God, to be His hands and feet. To be careful to not just say a prayer or a "God Bless You", but to actually step forward and do what I can when I can. People can't eat prayers or God bless yous nor pay their bills with them. Don't get me wrong. Prayers are essential and we can't survive without them, at least sanely. And I am so glad that I do have friends that I call "Prayer Warriors" that I can contact and know that they are going to pray, pray, pray. I'm just saying that there have been times when I could have done something and didn't. Now I am seeing the results of our prayers by God using others. We are paying our bills & eating well because of God's whispers to the hearts of others who are willing to act. I have wrestled with helping others at times, making excuses not to. I am understanding more and more that it's not up to me. If I ever feel so compelled to do something for someone, friend or stranger, then I should really trust that it is God whispering to my heart and I should be willing to trust Him. This is not just monetary, but all kinds of help. We've had offers to mow our lawn, clean my house, run errands, babysit Joel, take him to the dr., walk our dog, cook meals, pick up meds, bring meals, or whatever we would call for. Amazing, Amazing, Amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Joel got a little tired being out, but did well. We both ate salad with grilled chicken and had water. Had dressing on the side, so didn't drowned our salad. No crackers, bread, or croutons. yeaaaaa !!!!!  (This is a BIG deal with me..... I LOVE CROUTONS, but not enough to ever have to go through what Joel's just gone through.) So....croutons, be gone!!!

Thank you for "listening".

Love and Prayers!

Suzie

A Good Day!

Hello people!

We have had a much better day. Just a small "owie" on my shin. I was in a war with the critter explosion we've been experiencing around here and wasn't paying attention and ran into a brick wall that I had not planned on stepping over but ended up going over it. I just hope that my neighbors weren't watching. The shin is hurt, but my pride is really bruised!  I figure this is much better than a snake bite or scorpion sting. Never have had either and don't plan to. I got distracted while spraying around the house. I sprayed and sprayed and sprayed. I am so paranoid, now that I am stomping on anything that isn't suppose to be on the floor. (It's the bifocals). And I'm slapping little twinges I feel or think I feel, just knowing that I have a huge scorpion with snake fangs crawling on me. jeez !!! But I'd rather be safe than sorry, so I'll just keep stomping and slapping!!!

My brother is now in Seguin at Guadalupe Valley Nursing and Rehab. He will be there at least 2 weeks. He was transported today by ambulance. His tests from yesterday came back okay. He sounds like he is really laboring for each breath.  My sister had to leave today to check with her dr. She has polymyalgia (?sp) and it is starting to flare up. She is planning on coming back when Bill is back home. She has always come to our rescue when we needed help.

She also helps others with dog sitting, but WARNING!!! Your dog will never be the same. She spoils them rotten and then when she's around they totally ignore their masters.

Home healthcare nurse came today to check Joel. He got an "A".  Lungs sounded clear. All vitals & incision were good. The one thing that is bothering him is the blood pressure dropping when he first gets up. But the nurse told him to hang on to something when he first stands. He sees the dr. Mon. so he may be in for a med. change that may help. 

We've not gotten an update on Brayden. Hoping no news is good news.

We got a call about our friend, Chuck. His surgery for the melanoma was changed to yesterday and it was in one of the two lymph nodes. He will find out next week what the plan is. Please keep him in prayer.

I sure do appreciate all the responses to my updates, rants, comments, "news", etc. All comes for extreme boredom. But I do enjoy it. Just can't believe some of the stuff that I've said. How boring for y'all!

Love and Prayers to all!

Suzie

Unbelievable Update

My day started out wonderful! I got up on time, got ready for work, fixed Joel's breakfast and lunch and headed out the door. It was wonderful to get out of the house and I got to work with a teacher that loves to help kids. I didn't even mind lunch room duty. Just seeing all the kids was wonderful.

Joel made it through the day just fine. He said that he did get lonely. (No one to talk to.)

Now that's funny, if you know Joel very well. HE DOESN'T TALK MUCH AT ALL!!!!!

I told him that he had our dog here to talk to but he said that she'd slept all day. (We are at the age that our dog is our "baby".)

We got a surprise in the mail that made both of us cry. God is SO good. We really are blown away by all of the love that is being shown to us. Joel has always been so good at helping others and having a big heart, but has a hard time accepting it. He's never done things to get things back. Thank you for loving us!

My brother is still in the hospital. They were running some tests thinking that he may have fluid building up around the heart. He's just not coming along now like he seemed to have been at first.  He's showing more anger, removed his monitors and arm bands.

He has been getting cards. THANK YOU THANK YOU

While I've gotten so many people praying, please add one of our good friends to your prayer lists. His name is Chuck and he will be having surgery this coming Fri. on his arm for a Melanoma cancer.

Now......as you noticed, I started this off with saying that my day STARTED out wonderful. It's not over yet, but it sure has turned into one of my "Lucy" days.  REALLY.... no one can make this up! And for those that really know me....they can believe it. ONLY Me.....would this all happen to in a matter of a few hours.

I went walking with my sister and sister-in-law and just slipped on a pair of flip-flops, take the dog on her leash, and walk until it starts getting dark. I start up the drive and I stop to take the leash off, which I did and then she jumps which gets my attention, and THERE'S A SNAKE!!!!  Scared the bejeebers out of me! I could not believe it. Really???? A scorpion last night & snake tonight????? And me in flip-flop shoes.

I wasn't impressed at all, but tried to take a deep breath, remembering that God had just showed me a couple of hours prior how He takes care of us. Still gave me the creeps and made me question.....WHY?????????????????????? I really HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE! snakes.  And scorpions are right up there with that STRONG feeling. chills!!!

Sad to say, the story doesn't end there.  After the snake is no more, my son finds another scorpion on a rock. I take another deep breath and am thankful the darn thing is outside this time.

Now the story can't stop there. NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! About 20 mins. after all the hoopla outside, Joel kills another scorpion crawling across the living room floor. OH MY GOSH!!!!  I've now taken so many deep breaths that I'm dizzy.  Obviously, none of us are walking around barefooted. 

Keep reading, it's still not over.....About 15 mins after the last scorpion encounter, our son opens the back door and announces that our dog has a problem......she'd found a skunk! She didn't get a direct "hit" (this time) , but enough that I had to stop everything, mix up a formula to bathe her in. Then clean up that mess. Fortunately, I had everything on hand since she'd gotten sprayed twice a couple of yrs. ago. You'd think she'd learn!

I REALLY hate scorpions and snakes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! I can't think of one good thought about either.  I just get the creeps. No one got bit or stung, & for that I am thankful. That is the only thing I can say positive.

Now I'm trying to figure out how to sleep tonight. I just killed a spider scurrying across the floor. Maybe I am asleep and this is all a dream. ha! I wished!!!!

We will be spraying and spraying and spraying tomorrow. I'd get a few dozen cats to keep away the snakes, but my dog keeps away the cats. so..... I wonder if living in a high rise apt. would be snake, scorpion and skunk free? Sounds like it would be worth a try.

Thanks again for letting me use all y'all as my therapist. I appreciate all the comments and encouragement. Please keep Joel, Bill, and Chuck lifted in prayer.

Love and Prayers to all!

Suzie

Updates

Joel is 2 wks. out from his surgery and my brother is 1 wk. We've been waiting all day for my brother to be transported to a rehabilitation center here in Seguin. (The hurry up and wait game). Joel was seen by the home health care nurse and is doing good. He has a little bit of fluid in the lower left lung, so is working on some extra exercises which will also get the oxygen levels up. They were around 93. I catch myself taking in the deep breaths and holding them when he is doing it. I don't think that this really helps him, but hey.....I'll try anything to get things moving.

I was right about the day being good! We had a nice surprise lunch with Mary Ann Norris and Jerry. Both have gone through the same surgery as Joel's and were so encouraging about his progress and what to expect. They were very clear on having to follow the docs. orders, too.  So glad that we ran into them while out getting more meds!  I feel like we are running a small pharmacy. But it really is a huge blessing that we are able to go get them when needed.

We received a package from our daughter that was full of different salt-free spices from a spice company called Penzeys. They have the BEST spices ever. Worth looking up on line!

My favorite is the Vietnamese Cinnamon. The best ever!!!!!! I didn't know there were so many spices in the world until we visited one of their stores.  Can't wait to use what she sent.  I've always been a salt & pepper cooker and when I felt brave, I'd grab the garlic powder.  All my kids are wonderful cooks and use all kinds of spices. Makes things that I don't like, likeable.

Brayden is now out of the hospital and got the drain tube out. They left the hole open to heal....ouch!!! I can't imagine trying to keep a 7 month old from messing with it.

My brother called me at 8:30 this morning and sounded so good. He said the transfusion made him feel so much better. He is still waiting on being transferred to a rehab. unit in Seguin. They were waiting on insurance stuff.........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I will update on where he will be. Carol (my sister) said that he was showing anger/depression today. We will try to visit him as much as possible but not to interfere with his rehab. He really needs to work on that.

Now the kicker for the day, actually tomorrow............. I am going to go sub. yipeeeeeeee!

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited  I've checked and double checked with Joel about how he feels, etc. He doesn't go upstairs, yet, so that won't be a worry. The school is 3 mi. from the house. I will have his lunch ready, fix him a breakfast before I leave, and zoom home as soon as school is out.  He said that it would be fine.  I will have my cell phone on me the whole time.  I can't believe that I am this excited about having to get up so early in the morning, but I am.

I will update again tomorrow.

Love and Prayers to all!

Suzie

p.s. I do have a "whine" for the day.....we just killed a scorpion in the bedroom. THOSE CREEPY THINGS ARE SO NOT ON MY LIKE ONE LITTLE BIT LIST!!!!!! YUK YUK YUK